sábado, 28 de marzo de 2009

Words Can't Bring Me Down


(El titulo de este texto es una frase de la cancion Beautiful interpretada por Christina Aguilera)
For years I have considered the heaviness of words as an important factor on my state of mind, my connection to others, as well as, the sensitivity and education of others. Sometimes we learn from where we least expect it.

Today is an important day in the sense of words for me. Yes, today, words triggered my desintensification system. With this I mean, I might seem less energized, my situation might have lost something so important, yet mortifying. My heart will be hurting, my senses might become numb, but I will be just fine. I will make myself seem healthy in spirit and mind, with the same composure as always. The mind can order the rest of the body. Stay, stay put.

What I agreed upon today, means that words might become less important, less imperative and less worrisome. He might not know this, he might just think I'll be fine. I will make sure he remains with that thought.

After all, in the seek of happiness, peace is an elemental component. or not?

Today, yes, today will make me sleep at a faster rate. I will enjoy my pillow even more. And if the tears get it wet, no problem, I can always flip it. Someone once told me that us women are able to save the tears for later. When in the hell did he learned this? Tears come when they come!

Words, yes, his words can't bring me down.