sábado, 28 de marzo de 2009

Words Can't Bring Me Down


(El titulo de este texto es una frase de la cancion Beautiful interpretada por Christina Aguilera)
For years I have considered the heaviness of words as an important factor on my state of mind, my connection to others, as well as, the sensitivity and education of others. Sometimes we learn from where we least expect it.

Today is an important day in the sense of words for me. Yes, today, words triggered my desintensification system. With this I mean, I might seem less energized, my situation might have lost something so important, yet mortifying. My heart will be hurting, my senses might become numb, but I will be just fine. I will make myself seem healthy in spirit and mind, with the same composure as always. The mind can order the rest of the body. Stay, stay put.

What I agreed upon today, means that words might become less important, less imperative and less worrisome. He might not know this, he might just think I'll be fine. I will make sure he remains with that thought.

After all, in the seek of happiness, peace is an elemental component. or not?

Today, yes, today will make me sleep at a faster rate. I will enjoy my pillow even more. And if the tears get it wet, no problem, I can always flip it. Someone once told me that us women are able to save the tears for later. When in the hell did he learned this? Tears come when they come!

Words, yes, his words can't bring me down.

4 comentarios:

Rojo Buendía dijo...

is about i'm thinking?

Monica, yes, the words can´t bring you down.

the words are importants to me, give me feelings when i don't have hope. and things like that.

I try run arround words that make me some good, but... sometimes, we have some words in hold our hands; is dangerous, because, what can we do when the words write to other horizons... I don't have the answer, because i am, and i have the same question.

Ana dijo...

Monica, I see in you a sensitive but very strong, focused and determined woman, ready to put herself in the foreground, no matter what happens.

Tears come when they come and with or without them, in the seek of happiness peace is an elemental component! You´re right!

Monica dijo...

Ilich,

Tu visita trae alegria y despierta la amistad sincera.
Las palabras escritas hacia otros horizontes a mi me llevan a lugares desconocidos que habitan por dentro. A veces, buenos, a veces no tanto. No se que es lo que estes pensando, pero tal vez no te equivoques.
Abrazo.

Ana,

Wow! Tu visita realmente me sorprende, y me es completamente agradable.
Tu comentario es bastante, mucho muy bello. Te agradezco enormemente tus palabras y la buena vibra que se proyecta en ellas.

Si, en el campo de batalla, del amor, y del desamor. Eso si, con fuerza de mujer de control y determinacion. Siento que eso va en similitud contigo.

Will continue to visit you in your blog as well.

Peace! "Chunk the doos".

Anónimo dijo...

You must let the tear fall, it is like a flush, that is the best way to get strength. After the storm comes the calm.
You are the one to stop his words. The change is in your hands